Oh motherfucker

I hate graphics at the moment. The sudokus are nice, but that seems to be it…
That damn collage on insanity. I hate collages. I couldn’t find nearly enough big images for the damn thing, which left a lot of white space. I ended up filling those spaces with torn construction paper of multiple colors, since it was supposed to be about insanity, and multiple colors create a feel of randomness and disorder, like insanity….yep, horrible justification. I can expect to receive a failing grade on that, I’m sure. I also left the collage at home first before I got it sent to school during lunch…that was horrible. My printer fucked up last night at around 3, so that screwed me over really bad when I needed to print shit out…And tonight I have fucking shitloads of chem work to get done by tomorrow. Whee! I really need some sleep…

Listening to: High and Mighty Color-Naked. I have no idea why it’s called Naked…hell, I don’t even understand the lyrics. It’s Japanese, and it’s good, that’s what I know…

“What’s humanity?”
“I dunno, something to lose faith in?”

It was another day

I had a good day so far today. I walked from the BART station to EB Games to check if they had any DS Lites. And they still don’t. T_T But then I went to McDonald’s to get some food. That was good. It has been a while since I have eaten any McDonald’s. Then I walked home in the hail. Yep, not rain, hail. That was nice. The hail pretty much melted on contact with me, so I didn’t really feel much. Hail seems to have much more water than rain does in the same period. There are literal running rivers right at the curb.

Listening to: The Escaflowne OST. I have no idea what it all sounds like; I’ve been too lazy to try it out until now. It sounds okay, it seems.

My collage is about the word insanity, just like me!

Gather ’round, children, I got hells to bitch about

I hate my new classes. I hate them. Especially English Honors. By god, I hate the passage analysis we have to do. It has to be the most useless fucking skill there ever was. Some people seriously have too much free time if that is what they do freely. Damn the authors for having to cloak what they want to say in a confusing veil of fancy words. Damn the poets too…

Graphic arts sucks too. First computer usage comes 6 weeks into the course; Photoshop comes at the end. I hate having that part at the end; it was the major pull for me. In fact, if I didn’t need that class for UC/CSU, I would just drop and let one of the 12 people in the waiting list get in. Damned requirements. It might get better though, I hope. At least its not English. No hope of redemption there.

Listening to: Toe-I dance alone.

Those days are long gone now…drifted into the wind…gone forever…and it could never last till eternity…as is the nature of….dreams….

College…so very far away…yet so close…

It’s late. I should be getting sleep. And I still have work to do. And I have to go to school a bit earlier than usual to try and get my schedule. And I’m doing this. By god, what is going on in my head?

I went on 2 college tours today. One in Cal State Hayward, or “East Bay”, as it is now. The name change is a bit stupid though, in my opinion. The waste of money gone to changing all the signs that still say Hayward (and there are still a shitload that say that” to Easy Bay is really dumb. Some people just have too much free time. The campus is small compared to others, but is rather grassy. Grass is good for the eyes. That’s nice. If I can’t get into UC Berkeley, Stanford, or UC Davis, then I will most likely go here, as I can’t stand the extreme heats of Southern California.

The next tour I went on was to UC Davis. It is a beautiful campus, with a shitload of bikes. And I really mean that. And many human-on-bikes. They treat it as if it were driving! And it’s making me want to ride my bike again, even though I haven’t ridden in so very, very long. UC Davis has a soil museum. Some people seriously have too much free time. And there were sculptures of eggheads all over the place. Literal eggheads. Just lovely. But it would be a lovely place to go to for college. I think it will be a backup for me.

I decided to walk home tonight. It was a nice walk. At the last moment, I decided to just run to home, on impulse. After around 2 blocks or so, I was out of breath. Goddamn am I out of shape. But then again, when was I ever in shape?

Listening to: Fountains of Wayne-Hackensack.

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
All the king’s horses and all the king’s men
Had one fucking big omelette

Sick again?

I’m feeling sick again. Sore throat, headache, and next will be fever or cough. Damn. Feeling very listless too. I’ve already been sick this school year, in November. I usually don’t get sick twice in a school year; this is bad. Oh well, I guess I will just have to ride it out again. Hopefully I won’t need 8 bottles of water a day like I did during last sickness. That was quite annoying.

Dinner I ate at a buffet. I never can eat a lot at a buffet, ever. It’s like a curse. I never anticipate it and eat a good amount before it, and then it comes up, and I feel gypped.

Oh yes, I woke up at 2 in the afternoon today. That was awesome. A waste of time, but awesome.

Listening to: Lazlo Bane-Superman. The theme song to Scrubs. It’s a nice song.

Wow, it’s humans

A couple of days ago, while me and a friend were walking towards the nearby EB Games, and we encountered an rather scary person. He was walking down E.14, pushing down private and public garbage bins. He was very violent-like, and that was scary. He’d spare one or two bins along the way, like he regretted doing it…but I highly doubt he regretted it. I hope he got arrested. Isn’t that wrong?

I played nonstop Twilight Princess from 3-10 today. That was most likely the longest I have ever played a game nonstop. I may just have seen the most disturbing and surreal cutscene in all of the Zelda series. It starts off with the basic “3 goddesses creating Hyrule” spiel that all Zelda backstories about Hyrule have, then progressively gets more disturbing and violent, all without shedding any blood. It was quite disturbing. There is worse in the world though…

Listening to: Toe-1, 2, 3, 4. This is another awesome song from Toe. But then again, if I’m listening to it, then it has to be awesome…to me at least. Why would I listen to anything that’s not awesome to me?

There is at least 1 thing worse than death: insanity. Death represents an end, a freedom…insanity represents a tortured continuation, trapped in life…

"Once every hundred thousand years or so…"

Or at least, for me. I have finally killed off my backlog of 200 adventures in KoL. Of course, it was mainly from shoring. But no matter. Finally free from that hanging cloud…for now. I haven’t much time to play it due to schoolwork and other games. Various craps.

I just got a messenger bag from Ross, just to dilute my friend’s style. I laugh at his lowered uniqueness now. HA! The bag pwns in so many ways that I cannot describe. But I will not just use it yet…well, actually I’m not gonna use it for normal school. I may just transfer my SAT academy shit to use in that bag.

Oh yes. This.
And I laugh at those who don’t. Fucking awesome tag.

Listening to: Toe-Past and Language. Awesome instrumental post-rock band. I don’t understand how its “post-rock” though. Never did. But awesome stuffs nonetheless.

I’ve got Water Bottle pocket!

Finals Week Take 2

iAnd the first day of finals always leads to one thing…the second day of finals. Well, at my school at least. Chemistry and physics, oh joy. Chemistry was horrible, to say the least. I could not go back to the multiple choice I skipped earlier. That sucked big time, especially since guesses would not be marked down, supposedly. And then the formula for freezing point depression hit me on the last couple of minutes. I was barely able to finish that problem in the free response.

Physics test was easy, excepting problem 75. All the formulas I had on my cheat sheet could not solve the problem on electric field. Dammit.

And thus concludes finals week. EB Games is still out of stock in DS Lites, which I’ve been trying to get ahold of since winter break. I already have a game for it, yet I don’t have it yet. Damn.

And I’ve decided to put down what song I’m listening to at the moment. Just because. And if you disagree, then fuck you all. Yay! Why not this: Tenacious D-Tribute. The song is the greatest and best song in the world….’s tribute.

Once you are born, you begin dying.

Finals Week

And the time has come…for finals week. Or midterms for APs. Today I had a history class and computers class; tomorrow I will have chemistry and physics. No finals in history, but Kuruc spent most of class returning our last test. I got a 100 of 118 on the multiple choice, once more setting the curve. I highly doubt I will be able to keep this up for the rest of the year. It would be interesting to do so though…

Computers was easy. Not much, we did a quick finals, then played Halo for the most of the class on the computers. It was nice, although the one known as Sup With It constantly dominated the game. Whatever team he played on always won, since he always got near 30-something kills. He’s really good. Annoyingly so. We also had some donuts in the class. I ate a chocolate one. It was pure bliss…excepting the damned toothache I had after eating it. My teeth cannot stand the amount of sugar a donut has. My teeth are screwed for life.

No recycling today, which is rather amazing, considering the leader’s dedication. But then again, the last leader we had was more dedicated, no matter though, as I was able to go home earlier. I kind of regret it though, since it’s such a beautiful day to go out and just be.

I’m gonna miss my computer class. I liked it, it was pretty much no homework to do in there, and the work there was easy and systematic. Good company in there too. And of course, the Halo.

You know, I seem to blog about school the most. But what else is there to blog about? The life of an introverted high school student has not much to talk of. I don’t really keep track of recent events. Bush is president, we’re still at war, and that’s about all I know. I have no idea what’s going on in the world.

The clouds only obscure the sky…

I hate phones

It seems so awkward to talk on a phone…especially those awkward silences. I was forced to call in a thank you to my aunt. I’d rather have written a letter… >>;

Mrrrr, my electric car for physics didn’t do as i had wished for it to go. It goes around in circles…and not small car donut circles, no, large, worthless circles that can’t travel inside a lane. Spending 6 hours on that shit was rather disappointing. After multiple makes, it still would not go straight. Damn.

I feel very separated from the rest of the world and the people. This sucks.